Wise words by a larger than life Attorney who has built a multi million dollar firm, I can only assume he can give valuable lessons. I read this and what came to mind was the words from the Bible that say ’ what you sow, one day you will reap….” sorry if I got it wrong, but I think we all know what I am getting at.

I can only hope that the trees I am planting today will flourish into amazing strong trees that will tower over me and cover me and my loved ones with shelter. I am in the Science business, but have always wanted to pursue a career in writing. I do have e degree in Science, but I am currently working on my degree in English. I feel much more well rounded and am exercising parts of my brain that were getting rather complacent.

I figured even if I were planting what looked like little weak seedlings right now, if I nourish them and prune them when necessary I would be able to create a future that was able to hold myself and my loved ones in comfort. I could just JUMP in to the writing game and see what happens, and believe me I dream of it and day dream about it every day, I’m just not too sure how to got about it yet.

I found that the more I learn about myself and the capabilities I have the more I want to keep trudging towards my lifetime goals, and hopefully with a lot of determination and work ethic I will accomplish them all. Unlucky for me I’ve set the goals pretty high, but who says I can’t?

By following the words of John Morgan to put it into perspective, all the trees you’ve planted 20 years ago have more than likely come to a full blown Redwood, whether it was family seedlings, career seedling, financial seedlings, or physical seedlings. Today is a new day to start again and again. Plant your trees and see what happens.

Today I am writing for a female that I hold very dear to my heart. She has lived in my heart for a very long time, and I am not quite sure how to reach her. I can only give her words of wisdom when it comes to her life experiences, but I know that she will have to experience them for herself. In her eyes, he is ‘changing’ and doing better in their relationship, but in my eyes all I see is hurt. In her eyes, he will ‘come around’ and treat her the way she deserves, in my eyes I am impatient and think he should treat her like the world revolved around her.

In her eyes, he is all that matters and whatever he asks her to sacrifice she does. In my eyes, all the sacrifices that she makes it too much for him to ask. In my eyes he is a bastard for asking these things of her. In her eyes, he is special and the ‘one’ MAYBE…in my eyes, he is not truthful, nor faithful; so why wait around for what’s next. These two perspectives are very different and they are about the same situation. Her eyes see through loving him, and my eyes see through loving her.

I am not sure what will help her see that he is a piece of shit, and that he believes he is a piece of shit that’s why he treats her like a piece of shit. I can only stand here and support her when she needs me. I can be the soft place she will fall on, and she has fallen time and time again. I have had the talks with her, and I have hoped and prayed that she would leave him, but he always comes back like a weed that poisons her and kills her slowly.

I don’t think she realizes how he suffocates her and how he completely keeps her from life. I don’t understand why she tolerates such behavior. I will never stop loving her and helping her to get out. I will keep on buzzing in her ear like the Queen Bee that get’s her way. It may sound selfish on my part, but I love her and I will do anything to keep her safe. I will teach her to live out loud because that is what life is about.

I look forward to the day when she turns to me and says “I am done.” It will be a great day for her.